Faithfuldame

Its time to rise... Patience is virtue, this is true. Opportunities come and go and I'm not letting this one go!  Mentally i will be tested but with faith anything is possible. I will do everything as gracefully as possible.  What does that exactly mean? it means i know whats right and whats wrong. I don't want to become a jerk with a cold heart. I will remain my true self and above all never let my warmth and love slip away rather embrace it and spread it. You can be a kind and a strong person, i want to become a better person at heart. This hatred or sadness i carry is a burden i wish to get rid of.  I want to reach my full potential and travel the world. We all have a purpose or should i say mission in life, and its time i completed mine.  I want the world to see my true self.. I want my family to see the real person i am, instead of always backing down and biting my tongue. I need to free my self and become what i was meant to become. I have this craving for more...

I have so many dreams... Among them  i wish to become a bride and marry i wonderful man and have children. I would like to have that fairytale ending... When i love i love hard... sometimes i get discouraged, thinking it hard to find a good faithful man out there . However, i truly believe in soul mates. I know God has someone out there specifically for me . Although im not where i would like to be in life right now, my faith keeps me strong. Im not perfect but i am a dreamer and my faith keeps me from going insane... Im broken but im slowly putting my peaces together and becoming a warrior, im unleashing my inner strength. These obstacles will not defeat me! a few nights ago a phrase came into to my head .... " keep dreaming because i will give you all the tools you need to accomplish them, just keep having faith in me"  I hear you father :) Your love and my faith will guide me. I promise, whatever happens i shall always glorify you. Your love shall be my shield :) I know yo...

Let me be free and wonder into the vast universe  Let me drive for hours until my mind is satisfied  Let me sing out loud as if no one was watching  Let forget you as if i never knew you Let me be happy even if its just for a moment Let me be angry and hate the world Let me embrace my depression, even sorrows are beautiful Let me keep fighting even if i die trying  Let me leave when everything has been said and done  Let me keep dreaming until i fall a sleep But never ever let me loose my faith..