Faithfuldame

Last night i finally threw out that dreaded box that had been hiding under my bed, in it i found lost memories of love...I no longer cared for such things...I freed my self from you a long time ago. Its wasn't bad at all, their was a time in my life where i couldn't even dream of throwing my once treasures away...Surprisingly it brought a smile out of me. The resentments have pass.. i threw away most things but i kept a couple of photographs..As a token of the person i used to be, as the reminder that i wont make the same mistakes again, this is the souvenir i take away that made me the strong person i am today, and lastly the lost memories of my first love but not my soul mate.

When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being. When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils. But you woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man because your nostrils are too delicate. I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you. Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity. From one bone I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects his heart and his lungs and supports him, as you are meant to do. Around this one bone I shaped you. I modeled you. I created you perfectly and beautifully. Your characteristics are as the rib, strong yet delicate and fragile. You provide protection for the most delicate organ in man, his heart. His heart is the center of his being; his lungs hold the breath of life. The rib cage will allow itself to be broken before it will allow damage to the heart. Support the man as the rib cage supports the body. You were not t...

Ive been having a sort of recap of my life, and im trying to understand why i am the way i am. And how different circumstances could have changed everything... i cant change the pass but i want to learn from it. im having a hard time with life right now, im struggling. The only people i have and love are the ones that hurt me the most. I wish i was stronger and truly didn't cared . I think certain obstacles take that away from me...Sometimes i feel so different specially compared to my family members. im growing up so i have my own thoughts, values, and morals and i dont always agree with them. We have all had a tough life... People are miserable, and you know the saying "misery loves company", right? Its just gets too much for me to handle and they dont get that. Dont they understand that this is not they way anyone envisions their life?maybe they have conformed to it ... they think im weak because i cry ... it just so happens that since birth crying has been a sign tha...

When you’re feeling lonely, look up at the moon. Somewhere, someone is staring at the same moon, feeling lonely too.

“A dog has no use for fancy cars or big homes or designer clothes. Status symbol means nothing to him. A waterlogged stick will do just fine. A dog judges others not by their color or creed or class but by who they are inside. A dog doesn’t care if you are rich or poor, educated or illiterate, clever or dull. Give him your heart and he will give you his. It was really quite simple, and yet we humans, so much wiser and more sophisticated, have always had trouble figuring out what really counts and what does not.. Sometimes it took a dog with bad breath, worse manners, and pure intentions to help us see.”

“Whatever will happen will happen, but choose your companions with care. Choose them because you like to look at them and you like the sound of their voices, and they have profound secrets in them that you wish to know. In other words, choose them because you love them. Otherwise you will not be able to bear their company for very long.” Anne Rice

This year will be my year!!!! Everything i have been waiting for will hopefully come true:) I am a dreamer, a lover, and a fighter..... My constant devotion to achieve my dreams will not go in vain. But most importantly my love and faith to Christ, reassures me everything will be okay . Through all the darkness i see and feel a warm light.  I know whats its like to be depressed, i know the feeling of being overcome with darkness and hopelessness. Regardless i keep in mind that life is beautiful and theirs still many wonders i would like to explore... Ive been learning to speak Finnish, its such a beautiful language. I plan to travel to Finland as soon as the opportunity comes along.I will continue to practice my baking and i plan to enroll into a better culinary school. But we will see the option of joining the Navy is still up in the air.... i pray that God will guide me to my correct path :)               ...