Faithfuldame

                                                            Im not sure why i am writing today.. i don't really have a particular issue i would like to vent about.. So im just going to write about anything that randomly pops in my mind. Here we go!!!!! First of  I love The Zombies!!!! Hands down one of my favorite bands!! That old school rhythm  and sexy calm vocals, blows my fuckin mind away.. I always felt that i was born in the wrong era, times or whatever, ah well cant change that. Well im a pretty big HIM fan as well, im waiting for them to tour again. Ville Valo has amazing vocals in my opinion, he can sing super high pitch and low and deep. But even more his lyrics are gold... th...

I am so excited to go back to college! i know life is not easy and most things come with a cost or sacrifice. Its not my nature to sit and home and do nothing. I like working and doing something productive, however i hit a bit of a stoop along the way. But that does not change my nature or the extinct i have, lord knows i cant change. My mind is surrounded by plans,dreams and goals, i want to achieve. Ive been through a lot but like they say " what hurts you, only makes you stronger".  So im going to work hard and accomplish my dreams! i wanna go out of my comfort zone!   So many places i wanna visit... im excited to meet new people and learn new things and to find love .... Become my true self and have joy in my life :)

  Been very confused lately ... i know it all goes back to the same reason, not living my life to the fullest. Ah well life is moving forward. i do see a change in my life, maybe not as fast as i like it to be  but its going. Im trying to be strong and remain my true self but at times i don't even know who i really am. Ive been trying to please everyone for so long that i forget what i want. i became so tired of being defiant that it was much easier to conform. I just wanna be free.... I want to be a good person, live my life to the fullest, and i want love.... i know right now love is impossible for me...but i do dream about my happy ending and although Ive known some pretty bad guys, i still have hope. We all need love, its only natural. i suppose... But i always have the worst luck with that. Being the hopeless romantic that i am, i always put all my faith on someone who would surely break it. It is much easier and wiser to put all my faith and love in God because i know he...