Faithfuldame

Tonight at work this young customer approached me, she told me "jesus Christ shines through you " it made my night. I love God... Today i was  thinking I needed to get closer to Him again. He is my priority, He is who I live for. It's crazy,I've had a few customers talk to me about God and how they felt Him in my life. They prolly see something I don't see because of the negativity that surrounds me. Sometimes I breakdown I get so scared with my life.. Idk what will become of me...if I will succeed in anything if I will find joy in my life... I want to find peace and joy... I want to find enchantment... I want passion.. I wanna fall in love with life and everything around it... I dream of many things... I see my self traveling and witnessing an amazing terrain .. I wanna see mountains and snow... I know that God will lead me to my destiny.  I have some struggles but they have made me humble and understanding. I believe everything will all be worth it. I love yo...

I can't sleep tonight... I keep thinking about my Smokey... I've been trying to avoid thinking about you since that dreadful day I had to put u to sleep. I miss you so much..you were the only reason I started liking cats ... You were so special to me. Never in a million years that I think one little gray cat could make me so happy. I love all my pets.. But you smokey hold a special place in my heart ...we had a special bond... I still remember you as fluffy kitten how adorable and fluffy u were. You were so playful, I loved taking you in the car. I loved sleeping and snuggling with you at night, I always felt safe with my gray cat. I hated you going outside cuz I was scared u would get hurt. But I loved seeing u in the sun..I loved the way you looked on top of tree and the way your gray coat complemented the green grass. But most of all I loved when you returned home. I loved seeing you run home from a distant. I loved how grumpy you were. You always knew your name and would al...