Ready! Set! Go!

Its time to rise... Patience is virtue, this is true. Opportunities come and go and I'm not letting this one go!  Mentally i will be tested but with faith anything is possible. I will do everything as gracefully as possible.  What does that exactly mean? it means i know whats right and whats wrong. I don't want to become a jerk with a cold heart. I will remain my true self and above all never let my warmth and love slip away rather embrace it and spread it. You can be a kind and a strong person, i want to become a better person at heart. This hatred or sadness i carry is a burden i wish to get rid of.  I want to reach my full potential and travel the world. We all have a purpose or should i say mission in life, and its time i completed mine.  I want the world to see my true self.. I want my family to see the real person i am, instead of always backing down and biting my tongue. I need to free my self and become what i was meant to become. I have this craving for more out of life and having to conform for a long time has made loose my spark at times. But not today, I'm feeling it again.

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