2012 ive been waiting for you....

This year will be my year!!!! Everything i have been waiting for will hopefully come true:) I am a dreamer, a lover, and a fighter..... My constant devotion to achieve my dreams will not go in vain. But most importantly my love and faith to Christ, reassures me everything will be okay . Through all the darkness i see and feel a warm light.  I know whats its like to be depressed, i know the feeling of being overcome with darkness and hopelessness. Regardless i keep in mind that life is beautiful and theirs still many wonders i would like to explore... Ive been learning to speak Finnish, its such a beautiful language. I plan to travel to Finland as soon as the opportunity comes along.I will continue to practice my baking and i plan to enroll into a better culinary school. But we will see the option of joining the Navy is still up in the air.... i pray that God will guide me to my correct path :)


                                                    kaunista elämä

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