stairway to heaven ....

Its been a while since i last written... Life is moving forward .... and in a good way i believe. I thank God  for all the beautiful changes in my life. it is true with faith anything is possible. I still find my self dealing with anxiety now and then, i over analyze too much but im learning to better cope with things and im trying to be stronger and patient. Love has found me once again.. after years of hiding it found me, quiet unexpected. But a very beautiful surprise. I don't know whats in store for me in the future but i find my self very confidant and happy at the moment, i truly feel i have Gods blessing on this one. I never thought i could feel this way again, at least not for a long time. To be honest this love is so different from my previews one. This relationship is so beautiful in many ways... ive never been this honest with anyone or this comfortable. This love is truly pure .. We respect each other and are very loving toward one another, its amazing to see things work out. I dont know how long this will last but i do believe at this moment in time, this is who i want to be with. and regardless what happens  in the future i dont see my self ever cutting this person off.  He inspires me and makes me laugh, i can be my self around him. I feel like i can let lose and act like a dork if id like to. This feeling is truly magical... Im so thankful that God brought him into my life and i will keep praying.