My companion

I can't sleep tonight... I keep thinking about my Smokey... I've been trying to avoid thinking about you since that dreadful day I had to put u to sleep. I miss you so much..you were the only reason I started liking cats ... You were so special to me. Never in a million years that I think one little gray cat could make me so happy. I love all my pets.. But you smokey hold a special place in my heart ...we had a special bond... I still remember you as fluffy kitten how adorable and fluffy u were. You were so playful, I loved taking you in the car. I loved sleeping and snuggling with you at night, I always felt safe with my gray cat. I hated you going outside cuz I was scared u would get hurt. But I loved seeing u in the sun..I loved the way you looked on top of tree and the way your gray coat complemented the green grass. But most of all I loved when you returned home. I loved seeing you run home from a distant. I loved how grumpy you were. You always knew your name and would always answer back. You know I always had you're back,I tried my hardest to make u happy cuz I loved you so much. You were more than just a pet to me, u were my companion. Just stroking your fur could easily calm me down. I love caring you and kissing your chubby cheeks. I thought it was funny when u would get mad at me and get sassy. I liked how bad ass you were and how u wernt scared of dogs. You chasing you're tail could keep me entertained for hours. I love you...and miss you so much..the sharp pain I felt the day I had to put you down was unbearable. But something inside me knew I had to let u go. You weren't the same kitty anymore... I could see u were suffering. I hope oneday we will be reunited.... I love you.