I'am only yours.....

Tonight at work this young customer approached me, she told me "jesus Christ shines through you" it made my night. I love God... Today i was  thinking I needed to get closer to Him again. He is my priority, He is who I live for. It's crazy,I've had a few customers talk to me about God and how they felt Him in my life. They prolly see something I don't see because of the negativity that surrounds me. Sometimes I breakdown I get so scared with my life.. Idk what will become of me...if I will succeed in anything if I will find joy in my life... I want to find peace and joy... I want to find enchantment... I want passion.. I wanna fall in love with life and everything around it...
I dream of many things... I see my self traveling and witnessing an amazing terrain ..
I wanna see mountains and snow... I know that God will lead me to my destiny.  I have some struggles but they have made me humble and understanding. I believe everything will all be worth it. I love you God!! I love you so much. Only you except me for everything I am and everything I am not.. I feel u in my soul...and despite at times when I've felt discouraged I have always known I could never hate u or turn against u. I know u would never forsaken me. Let me have the privilege to see this amazing world you created... I want to see it through your eyes and fire. Let me embrace everything ... Transform me ..  I love you... I want to go on this journey with you.

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