Im on pursuit of happiness

So things are starting to come into motion... Actions are finally being taken and risk will soon be taken. Im fighting for my dreams to come true, i have so many goals. I know its not going to be easy but at least i can say i tried my hardest. I wanna live my life to the fullest!!!! :) I pray to God that everything will go well and that he will guide me to my destination. I have to have complete faith.... People told me just conform and live a risk free life... But that's not me.. I rather die trying than only living because im breathing.. Im tired of seeing my life pass me by  like falling rain drops .... So i have obstacles? and what? what matters is what am i going to do about it? I DESERVE joy and happiness. People will never know how i feel unless they're in my shoes... What do they know about dreaming????? I may struggle to make it there but im not turning back. This is my journey... Friends come and go, money comes and goes, boyfriends come and go... I cant fully count on anyone or depend on anyone. And that's prolly how its suppose to be, i have to only count on my self. I can always lean on God for comfort. However this is my journey, God has given me all the tools i need. If i can over come this, i can over come anything..... What a relief ... 

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