A lonely December... I miss you

Now that the holidays are here, i miss you more and more....

Regrets are pouring from my mind

I lie awake awaiting for your return, that will never come

I seized the day to turn me numb because i cant seem to say Goodbye

My companion is gone, he was taken up so high 

My protector is gone he fled silently at night 

My golden shadow no longer tags a long 

Ive been waiting for you every night..

I never meant to cast you away and take your loyalty for granted

Tears fall down, i cry for your unconditional love

Thank you for making me smile all those times i dint feel alright

Thank your for hugging me tight when my heart was broken

Thank you for never leaving me behind

I was so blessed to have had you in my life

My selfish ways would like to have you one last time

Devils mission is done